FanFic: All for a FanFic
Konbachiwa Minna!
explain: This Fanfic I did a TOTAL time of boredom and sorrow, I wrote on the trip to my house. Hope you like it or something like D:
Title: All for a
Deception Author: Ashley-chan
extensions: One-shot
Genre: Angst
You promised, you promised me no harm and to protect me but you lied to me Why? I loved you more than anyone else I loved you could not understand why I did this. You could have told you before, right? But you did and you have to bear the consequences of your actions ... You should have thought before that day ...
where I found myself in the bed next to this woman, you said that was not what I thought but you were naked and that to me explained everything that had happened the night before. The tears could not stop away from my eyes, even if he wanted was impossible to stop, was injured ... you damaged me, if you promise something you comply if they do not even think to do then just not promise anything!
But nevertheless I'm a fool right? Because I did all that and I can not stop loving you and miss you every day you come asking for another chance, saying it was just "a mistake" but those mistakes do not happen just like that. Will not give you another chance You know why? I have dignity and pride, I have self-esteem and do not need you to be happy, I'll keep going without you and your fake love. I do not understand what happened to all the love I professed diaa day when we were together was it just for me to give it to you? Well you got it, I stole most importantly, all that was of value in me, never took jewelry and that sort of thing but what I took away is more important than any of that nonsense , as, is what no one understands. You left me nothing Can you now be happy you? I feel so empty, I have not even your presence, that I rose to the highest heavens, where it had to let go to drop to hell, so it feels but might happen in a while, I take it right? But I'm strong enough to endure? I wonder in every moment of the day.
I decided to leave my apartment after a month and a half, but big was the knife that I took, I thought I had passed but when I saw you there with the same woman with whom I deceived, kissing. I felt as if a bucket of cold water fall on me, I did not think so but I still loved I realized that three years of relacióny commit to someone not so easily overcome if you do not know that, right? I ran away from there as though my feet did not respond much, I got home I collapsed completely, my eyes focused on one picture was you and me was taken that day when I asked for her hand, I immediately accepted thinking it would be with you all my life, I loved with all my being.
I looked at the balcony of my apartment at the seventh floor I thought the worst, he could no longer bear it, do not take it anymore, I can not. I went to the table to get some paper and pencil, leaving a farewell note, a suicide note. Wrote weakly and went back to the balcony, sat on the fence, my decision is not the best but it's easier because I am a coward at the end of all this no one will cry my departure. I looked forward without taking your eye firmly to the floor because I knew that if I did I recant on my afraid of heights. For a couple of seconds I hesitated but I could not do anything, I looked at the floor ... I let go.
I felt free for a few minutes, I saw my life before my eyes, all I did and what I failed to do for fear, all I could and all that I lost because of this, all the happiness I and all the pains I went through, all the damage they did to me, all who knew and loved, all the people I lost in my life, it's hard to look atrásy see everything at a glance strict but it is also necessary to realize all the mistakes made and learn from them, listening to hard right? But you have to do to become a better version of oneself. In this life I'm losing I learned many things, for example, is never too late to apologize and fix things, we must learn to listen and to forgive, the promises must be fulfilled, it is better to be deaf to words with hatred and venom, do not hate but forget all the mistakes you made once does not let pass twice, making it one can make it two, do not let the opportunity go by only there once in their lives and thousands of things use whatever my age.
Darkness ... I came
Goodbye
That same day he found that note he wrote before going, we all read and mourned his departure, his prediction not met. But what is most remembered were the words that were impregnated with a bitter taste in the hearts of most of their loved ones.
"At the end of the game all were right ...
I never belonged to this world, nothing in my
seems real ... sorry I caused all this ...
Goodbye Mom and Dad "
Bye Bye! ~ *
