FanFic: All for a FanFic
Konbachiwa Minna!
explain: This Fanfic I did a TOTAL time of boredom and sorrow, I wrote on the trip to my house. Hope you like it or something like D:
Title: All for a
Deception Author: Ashley-chan
extensions: One-shot
Genre: Angst
You promised, you promised me no harm and to protect me but you lied to me Why? I loved you more than anyone else I loved you could not understand why I did this. You could have told you before, right? But you did and you have to bear the consequences of your actions ... You should have thought before that day ...
where I found myself in the bed next to this woman, you said that was not what I thought but you were naked and that to me explained everything that had happened the night before. The tears could not stop away from my eyes, even if he wanted was impossible to stop, was injured ... you damaged me, if you promise something you comply if they do not even think to do then just not promise anything!
But nevertheless I'm a fool right? Because I did all that and I can not stop loving you and miss you every day you come asking for another chance, saying it was just "a mistake" but those mistakes do not happen just like that. Will not give you another chance You know why? I have dignity and pride, I have self-esteem and do not need you to be happy, I'll keep going without you and your fake love. I do not understand what happened to all the love I professed diaa day when we were together was it just for me to give it to you? Well you got it, I stole most importantly, all that was of value in me, never took jewelry and that sort of thing but what I took away is more important than any of that nonsense , as, is what no one understands. You left me nothing Can you now be happy you? I feel so empty, I have not even your presence, that I rose to the highest heavens, where it had to let go to drop to hell, so it feels but might happen in a while, I take it right? But I'm strong enough to endure? I wonder in every moment of the day.
I decided to leave my apartment after a month and a half, but big was the knife that I took, I thought I had passed but when I saw you there with the same woman with whom I deceived, kissing. I felt as if a bucket of cold water fall on me, I did not think so but I still loved I realized that three years of relacióny commit to someone not so easily overcome if you do not know that, right? I ran away from there as though my feet did not respond much, I got home I collapsed completely, my eyes focused on one picture was you and me was taken that day when I asked for her hand, I immediately accepted thinking it would be with you all my life, I loved with all my being.
I looked at the balcony of my apartment at the seventh floor I thought the worst, he could no longer bear it, do not take it anymore, I can not. I went to the table to get some paper and pencil, leaving a farewell note, a suicide note. Wrote weakly and went back to the balcony, sat on the fence, my decision is not the best but it's easier because I am a coward at the end of all this no one will cry my departure. I looked forward without taking your eye firmly to the floor because I knew that if I did I recant on my afraid of heights. For a couple of seconds I hesitated but I could not do anything, I looked at the floor ... I let go.
I felt free for a few minutes, I saw my life before my eyes, all I did and what I failed to do for fear, all I could and all that I lost because of this, all the happiness I and all the pains I went through, all the damage they did to me, all who knew and loved, all the people I lost in my life, it's hard to look atrásy see everything at a glance strict but it is also necessary to realize all the mistakes made and learn from them, listening to hard right? But you have to do to become a better version of oneself. In this life I'm losing I learned many things, for example, is never too late to apologize and fix things, we must learn to listen and to forgive, the promises must be fulfilled, it is better to be deaf to words with hatred and venom, do not hate but forget all the mistakes you made once does not let pass twice, making it one can make it two, do not let the opportunity go by only there once in their lives and thousands of things use whatever my age.
Darkness ... I came
Goodbye
That same day he found that note he wrote before going, we all read and mourned his departure, his prediction not met. But what is most remembered were the words that were impregnated with a bitter taste in the hearts of most of their loved ones.
"At the end of the game all were right ...
I never belonged to this world, nothing in my
seems real ... sorry I caused all this ...
Goodbye Mom and Dad "
Bye Bye! ~ *
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Dunk Tank Rental Prices Sacramento
I'm Back + Arashi and Nino random facts XD!
Konichiwa Minna-san!
Long time no posting around here uu! Had some concerns (a subject which is already outdated naught this year uu)
But I did the test, not even out my rating, but I hope to pass it XD!
missed my Arashitos, well I've been putting me up to date lol!
This week I did marathon Nino, their dramas sp sad T_T waa Nino is such a good actor, actually I spend crying, I am very surprised at Door to Door, finally encourage me to see it (why not wanted mourn), all his film are many good (and sad)
I have so many wanted to see Gantz, tomorrow opens in the U.S., is so unfair that it opens here (aggrrr) but good as it premieres in the U.S., expected to arrive soon here, and I will have postcards that gave the tickets in Japan, thanks to my Nee-chan![[info]](https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/blogger_img_proxy/AEn0k_uvzPo2dvpUwl5TSA1tnhCOt6b7n5cnKZvenZElZVln_z-2lu6CdEHDG9hpbIMsr4FhkSHMycVXGAwaxqnjfD50Jt2XsgsUx-xczWftw-k3W23sGQ=s0-d)
makiamnos ARIGATO LULU NEE-CHAN (I miss you, and I want the birthday Sho to see us)
And after so much frustration and weep holes, I began to see the Final Time, ahhhhhhh so long since I last saw that show, I remembered when just beginning to know Arashi, and I remembered I had these gifs, I can not put
gifs uu, but leave the links XD
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kyahhh Omiya ♥
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Nino aww its just to CUTE ♥
I have seen all the gifs, but I could not resist them XD! Details
completely random: I noticed that the Time and the AAA 2008, Nino returns from his solo on the song Wave, I found it funny lol and another thing I noticed is that there is a fan with a Spiderman uchiwa oo, that has to do with Arashi? hahaha made me laugh XD I wonder associated with it, also once saw in 47 tour of Kanjani8 uchiwa of Dragon Balls, they looked cute XD, but I find no relation!
I feel like doing so uchiwa XD!
PS: I had not given much, but there are several entries in my Twitter oo, pure nonsense, so XDno desconencte already has a lot to what I did, but here it is: http://twitter.com/ nanuka_dann
Credits: gifs are not mine, can not remember where you save + uu
Konichiwa Minna-san!
Long time no posting around here uu! Had some concerns (a subject which is already outdated naught this year uu)
But I did the test, not even out my rating, but I hope to pass it XD!
missed my Arashitos, well I've been putting me up to date lol!
This week I did marathon Nino, their dramas sp sad T_T waa Nino is such a good actor, actually I spend crying, I am very surprised at Door to Door, finally encourage me to see it (why not wanted mourn), all his film are many good (and sad)
I have so many wanted to see Gantz, tomorrow opens in the U.S., is so unfair that it opens here (aggrrr) but good as it premieres in the U.S., expected to arrive soon here, and I will have postcards that gave the tickets in Japan, thanks to my Nee-chan
makiamnos ARIGATO LULU NEE-CHAN (I miss you, and I want the birthday Sho to see us) And after so much frustration and weep holes, I began to see the Final Time, ahhhhhhh so long since I last saw that show, I remembered when just beginning to know Arashi, and I remembered I had these gifs, I can not put
gifs uu, but leave the links XD
img683.imageshack.us/i/gifarashitime019.gif /
kyahhh Omiya ♥
img258.imageshack.us/i/gifarashitime017.gif /
Nino aww its just to CUTE ♥
I have seen all the gifs, but I could not resist them XD! Details
completely random: I noticed that the Time and the AAA 2008, Nino returns from his solo on the song Wave, I found it funny lol and another thing I noticed is that there is a fan with a Spiderman uchiwa oo, that has to do with Arashi? hahaha made me laugh XD I wonder associated with it, also once saw in 47 tour of Kanjani8 uchiwa of Dragon Balls, they looked cute XD, but I find no relation!
I feel like doing so uchiwa XD!
PS: I had not given much, but there are several entries in my Twitter oo, pure nonsense, so XDno desconencte already has a lot to what I did, but here it is: http://twitter.com/ nanuka_dann
Credits: gifs are not mine, can not remember where you save + uu
Monday, January 17, 2011
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Funny Facebook Cliparts
My tweets
- Sat, 21:09 : I have my goods wiiiiiii Arashi XD!
- Sat, 21:10 : Today I did very well in the reunion of Kanjani8, I take a lot of stuff XD!
- Sun, 01:29 : I subscribed to channel on YouTube princekyuteam ( http://www.youtube.com/user/princekyuteam?feature=autoshare ).
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Monday, January 10, 2011
New Business Opening Press Release
My tweets
Sun, 17:34 : @ GaemGyu http://twitpic.com/3ojvc2 - Is it a good movie? I guess it is XD!, I'm gonna watch it! Saranghae ♥ Kyuhyun Oppa! Sun, 17:37 : RT @ Heedictator : Keep Your Head Down (YoonHo & ChangMin) And .... Kim Hee Chul SpaceBigStar http://twitpic.com/3oe90i Sun, 17:39 : Kim Hee Chul ♥ SpaceBigStar Sun, 17:44 : Kim Hee Chul SpaceBigStar first on issues of time XD! Sun, 17:46 : Kim Hee Chul SpaceBigStar I Should Be Studying, But this is better! Sun, 17:58 : RT @ HeechulSJFacts : if you love RT SpaceBigStar Hee Chul Kim:) \u0026lt;3 Sun, 18:07 : Kim Hee Chul SpaceBigStar you are amazing ♥ Sun, 18:22 : Ire to eat, hopefully this will follow when I get back XD Hee Chul Kim SpaceBigStar
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Irregular Heartbeat Toddler
Deception: The reason for the trip. It ended
Minna Konbachiwa! I made my first lemon
*-*... I am a beginner so I tried it, I'm also happy that my first lemon is the first thing I do as little ewe ... Hope you like ♥
Title: The reason for the trip
Author: Ashley-chan
extensions: One-shot
Genre: Lemon
For months I thought I never would go, that what you said that time had been nothing more than a few words without value, but now I realize that it is true. You lied when you said not leave me lying here and now watch me on the couch waiting, I've always been waiting for you but I know you'll never for me. It hurts to know the truth, but it hurts to know that you never loved me and you will not. Apparently you only entertained me your antojo, ¿Por qué me dejaste aquí sólo? ¿Por qué me abandonaste Jin?. Son las preguntas que me hago cada día pero que no puedo responder por mí mismo, si lo hago temo dañarme más de lo que ya estoy. Sigo bebiendo cerveza pensando en ti, recordando todos los momentos que vivimos juntos y que nunca volverán, miro la televisión y lo único que veo son videos antiguos de cuando éramos juniors, ¿Recuerdas como nos divertíamos?.. Estés donde estés espero que mis pensamientos y sobre all my feelings come at last to your heart, because I never lied to you, all you heard the words leave my lips were true, the saying with my heart I hope that some of them have been in yours like how they look in mine.
The sound of my cell phone takes me out of my thoughts, tired reply.
- Moshi moshi?
- Kame?, I thought you were coming, man! - It was Koki, notably excited - I've been waiting for hours and have not come ...
- Whither I had to go?
- We were to meet with Nakamaru, we need to talk about the single "Remember?
- Clear - The truth could not remember who had been to go with them - but I can not go ... I have things to do - I lied
- know that's not true, right?. You must come, despéjate a bit huh? - Kept silent at his words - You know that you exit Akanishi affected although none was entirely new.
- not even names - I resented - Him. It is an unfortunate .. - Said with difficulty
- Have you been drinking, Kame?
- What?
- Have you been drinking, right? ... It shows in your voice. - Is .. I saw on my voice?
- So what if I was doing?, Is it wrong to want to forget everything for a moment?
- You know you can not forget what happened Kame drinking, you're aware of it ... - I hate when Koki gets so philosophical as well ... It So unlike him.
- Shut up, I forget what he did
- Do you want to forget that left you and left you broken hearted?
- KOKI SHUT!! - I screamed, it was true but did not want to hear that - Goodbye - I hung up my cell phone angry angrily throwing a chair nearby. This wound in my heart has not healed completely, leaving sincere tears my eyes to fade on my chin, salty and my feelings at this time. I remember when you gave your cold stare that sad news, I remember your scent on our departure, I remember all of you. Flash back
time ago were doing solo activities, but nobody thought it would be like to leave us or at least I did not want to accept. Everyone was surprised by your words that day.
- I'm leaving the group, boys - you said but no one took him seriously as well. Everyone started to laugh with your words, except me. I knew so well when I saw your eyes I knew it was serious and it was a joke as you used to do.
- What? - Said with a trickle of
voice - do not understand why they laugh, I'm not kidding - you raised my voice a little enough to pay atencióny you did so, all you were seeing silence.
- What? - I was confused by your words
- group ... I'm definitely not going back there
- Why what? .. - Uttered
- Because I want to pursue a solo career abroad, want to be recognized worldwide, I want to succeed.
- You succeed with us Jin, our popularity is growing up ... Do you think let us just like that?!
- I do not see why not - you said trying to sound cold, would you say something? It worked.
- Cursed divo! - He shouted Koki until then had not said word, it looked too angry. I do not think that all this anger has been out for Jin but that is my friend and knows how it hurts. Jin ignored him and continued to be reported.
- Johnny-san will soon announce to all fans, will be official in a longer
- Are you aware that many fans will abandon you, right? - I said coldly Ueda.
- Not really, my true fans will stay with me no matter what happens - I could not stand the stay habitacióny in that I rushed out in a fit of anger. If I stayed another second I was sure would cry right there and that was not what I wanted, I did not want to see me weak and vulnerable, would not give in taste Akanishi Jin.
ran through the halls to get out of there, I was getting tired of all this. I came to a park, that park where I stole my first kiss, never thought I would but I do love you so much. I hid behind some bushes and began to mourn bitterly.
- never promised you'd go on my side What happened to all those nice words that you said?, "Only you played me?, Do you think explain all this? - He asked nothing, as if talking to you. After a while I decided it was time to go back and face, his eyes swollen and red but that did not stop me to get up and go for you. Remained in the room as I thought, but to my surprise everyone was gone, you were alone. Walk quietly to you, you were so absorbed in your thoughts even noticed my presence - Are not you explain to me that this rant go? - Asked completely mad, you could tell just by seeing my face.
- Do I have to explain anything? Also Kamenashi is not a tantrum I said very seriously, I thought I had noticed - "Kamenashi" that puzzled me why he calls me well, not "Kazu" sweetly? - I owe you any explanation.
- What ... What happened to Jin? - I hurt your words
- Me? Nothing. What could have happened to me?
- Why all this suddenly?
- Suddenly? ... They were all aware of this Kamenashi - Again that word - I do not understand puzzling you so much - still sitting in the big chair of the dressing room, you had not moved or one centimeter. I walked to the door and then close it and return to you.
- No ... Do not go, Jin - I begged while shortening the distance between us, sitting on the couch next to you.
- I'll go anyway, I do not care what you say - Another stab in my heart.
- No ... - I said and sat on his legs, his chest began to play softly - please ... No.
- Give ... Let Kame - Were trying to get away from your body, but I do not allow it.
- No ... Tell me you will not go - I said as I stole a kiss
- Let ... - whispered
- I can not let go - I opened my legs and sat more comfortably on their own - Never let you go ... Jin - pronounced sensually its name - will comply with your promise - I kissed him again but this time with more passion, he unthinkingly me corresponded. I started down his neck, chest, abdomen, leaving a trickle of saliva he went, arriving at his crotch surprised to see me just as excited as me.
- Stop De ... Yes?
- Are you aware that your lips tell me no ... but your body is asking me more? - Groaned at the touch of my hands to his crotch, I started to pull down his pants while massaging his member, he only groaned.
- No ... Do not do this ... Kazu ... Do not torture me ... and aah - His pants ended up on the floor as his pants, took his penis in my hands and began to massage it, then insert it into my mouth, licking, sucking and kissing each corner. His hand rested on my head imposing the rhythm - Aahhh ... Kazuu - He spoke in hoarse moans, those were increasing so that told me everything was fine, I put my fingers into his mouth with difficulty and I had the lick . I dared to stimulate their entry - No.. Ahh .. there not Kazuu ahhh no - groaned louder, was reaching the climax. I pushed my finger in your post but on entering the second, Jin ran Masy not stand in my mouth, leaving all his heart into it - I ... Sorry ... Kazu ... - I swallowed a little, leaving a also the rest in my mouth, I wanted to try it so I kissed him. Giving a taste of their own seed - My turtle has become more naughty ...
- I had someone who taught me - I said looking pervertedly, pulled the fingers he had inside
- This ... can not be, Kazu - said trying to calm his breathing
- What? - I got up from between her legs looking into his eyes, he was serious - but ...
- No buts ... I'll go and as I said ... It is final, can not do anything to change that
- "At least I can give you a decent farewell? - I said sitting naked in his lap, I was still dressed.
- Farewell? ... More? - I found him looking tired but knew I would give him no respite at the time so I drew closer to Ely kissed me anxious - But you're aware this is a farewell between us, right? - Not even told him I did not want to accept it yet so I kissed him lustfully.
- All I know is dying to have you inside me, Jin - I said, whispering in his ear and biting the tip of it.
- How exciting does that sound Gad! ... It bothers me so many clothes you - I lay down on that chair where he sat before and started kissing me wildly as I stripped all my clothes, until they are completely naked before him - That yes ... Much better, right? - I looked lustfully, this game was about to begin. I was sure that the next day I regret all this but now I'm enjoying the most of every one of the sensations, after all ... It is the farewell.
- Could you do me a favor?
- What? - Jin asked, before starting to kiss my chest sucking and licking those pink buttons that were in it.
- let me ever - I groaned
- At your service my turtle - was moving slowly over my body, leaving a trail of kisses wherever he went, when he looked at me my privacy eager to lick it before. His tongue played with my cock like a sweet, all the thoughts that had hitherto were clouded by the work of Jin. I felt as I was introduced one by one his fingers inside me, every time I was producing a greater pleasure - Are you ready, Kazu? ... I can not help more, my life.
- Do it quickly - I ordered. And he did, rushed into me and stopped. I screamed like never before had done in my life, the pain was so unbearable that burned like the desire that caused me - Move Jin - I said when I was starting to get used to, he only obeyed me a. The atmosphere in that place was hot. Jin began to move, first slowly but then more quickly, which caused me a mixture of pain and pleasure. Within minutes I could feel no pain only pleasure, the pleasure that Jin gave me was gorgeous - More ahh ... More Jin ... aahhhh - I said between moans, his thrusts were becoming faster and stronger, I would say to wild but liked what he was doing. Her hands clutched tightly to my hips to make contact and reach deeper to the end - I can not ... ... Máaas ahhhh - I said, reaching a climax like him.
- Gra ... Thanks ... Kazuya - I looked tenderly without leaving me even before I open it. I did not want released, would not let go - I ... Sorry ...
- Te Amo ... ... ... Jin - I confessed even agitated, but received no response from you only wheezing which was not enough for me . I looked injured but did not set his eyes on me but on the wall, let me quickly rose from her chair - What happened? - Asked worried, but did not answer and began to dress - Jin?
- as soon as I leave this place, this country ... I never see again volverása Kazu - He turned to watch me, I remained in the place where he had left me, I was completely confused. When finished dressing quickly walked to the door and delivered - this ... I should never let it happen, but it's stronger than me ... Someday you will understand why I'm leaving I hope that day not too late ... Goodbye, Kamenashi Kazuya.
- What? - I whispered weakly, did not understand his words.
End Flash back
That was the last time I saw it but there's been months now that I remember the aroma and essence. I miss you more than anything in this world, never loved me, right?. Without realizing it stained my shirt and the couch with beer.
- Shit ... - I got up and went to get a cloth kitchen. I moved the chair from its place to clean and strangely found a note - Where did appear? ... Is it possible that I may have accidentally fallen? - I opened it and was surprised by the content.
"Sorry to leave without explanation and Kazu but that's what I do, I have no other choice. Johnny-san made me very hard, that's my reason to go to KAT-TUN. He said to go back to the United States without any justification would be bizarre, so I took the KAT-TUN and forced me to say it was because I wanted to succeed and be famous in USA. The truth I want to be with you but now I can not, could put at risk to yourself and your career, everything you've achieved so far and I will not go through that. I mean you no harm, I do not want to be a mistake in your life. Please do not hate me.
I hope you read this ... Do not be too late to apologize.
Loves With All Your Self
Akanishi Jin "
- Q-What? ... - Did not understand anything. I saw the date of the note and was the same day in which it was - So Jin ... I never lied ... Can that be possible? - Sincere tears fell from my eyes, I stopped everything I was doing and took my phone to call. But no one answered, she sent me to voice mail - may be busy ... - I decided to send a text message, waiting to receive him.
"Just today I read the note you left, I found thanks to an oversight I had. Know that I forgive you, come soon, yes?. Find the excuse it but you see, I see you and you next to me soon. I Love You
Jin. Kazuya Kamenashi
"
I forgot that I was a FanFic Akame? hahaha. Well, I said I loved this couple, w; .. Poor Jin ;--;.. Hahaha hope things go as I wrote. Bye Bye
! ~ *
Minna Konbachiwa! I made my first lemon
*-*... I am a beginner so I tried it, I'm also happy that my first lemon is the first thing I do as little ewe ... Hope you like ♥
Title: The reason for the trip
Author: Ashley-chan
extensions: One-shot
Genre: Lemon
For months I thought I never would go, that what you said that time had been nothing more than a few words without value, but now I realize that it is true. You lied when you said not leave me lying here and now watch me on the couch waiting, I've always been waiting for you but I know you'll never for me. It hurts to know the truth, but it hurts to know that you never loved me and you will not. Apparently you only entertained me your antojo, ¿Por qué me dejaste aquí sólo? ¿Por qué me abandonaste Jin?. Son las preguntas que me hago cada día pero que no puedo responder por mí mismo, si lo hago temo dañarme más de lo que ya estoy. Sigo bebiendo cerveza pensando en ti, recordando todos los momentos que vivimos juntos y que nunca volverán, miro la televisión y lo único que veo son videos antiguos de cuando éramos juniors, ¿Recuerdas como nos divertíamos?.. Estés donde estés espero que mis pensamientos y sobre all my feelings come at last to your heart, because I never lied to you, all you heard the words leave my lips were true, the saying with my heart I hope that some of them have been in yours like how they look in mine.
The sound of my cell phone takes me out of my thoughts, tired reply.
- Moshi moshi?
- Kame?, I thought you were coming, man! - It was Koki, notably excited - I've been waiting for hours and have not come ...
- Whither I had to go?
- We were to meet with Nakamaru, we need to talk about the single "Remember?
- Clear - The truth could not remember who had been to go with them - but I can not go ... I have things to do - I lied
- know that's not true, right?. You must come, despéjate a bit huh? - Kept silent at his words - You know that you exit Akanishi affected although none was entirely new.
- not even names - I resented - Him. It is an unfortunate .. - Said with difficulty
- Have you been drinking, Kame?
- What?
- Have you been drinking, right? ... It shows in your voice. - Is .. I saw on my voice?
- So what if I was doing?, Is it wrong to want to forget everything for a moment?
- You know you can not forget what happened Kame drinking, you're aware of it ... - I hate when Koki gets so philosophical as well ... It So unlike him.
- Shut up, I forget what he did
- Do you want to forget that left you and left you broken hearted?
- KOKI SHUT!! - I screamed, it was true but did not want to hear that - Goodbye - I hung up my cell phone angry angrily throwing a chair nearby. This wound in my heart has not healed completely, leaving sincere tears my eyes to fade on my chin, salty and my feelings at this time. I remember when you gave your cold stare that sad news, I remember your scent on our departure, I remember all of you. Flash back
time ago were doing solo activities, but nobody thought it would be like to leave us or at least I did not want to accept. Everyone was surprised by your words that day.
- I'm leaving the group, boys - you said but no one took him seriously as well. Everyone started to laugh with your words, except me. I knew so well when I saw your eyes I knew it was serious and it was a joke as you used to do.
- What? - Said with a trickle of
voice - do not understand why they laugh, I'm not kidding - you raised my voice a little enough to pay atencióny you did so, all you were seeing silence.
- What? - I was confused by your words
- group ... I'm definitely not going back there
- Why what? .. - Uttered
- Because I want to pursue a solo career abroad, want to be recognized worldwide, I want to succeed.
- You succeed with us Jin, our popularity is growing up ... Do you think let us just like that?!
- I do not see why not - you said trying to sound cold, would you say something? It worked.
- Cursed divo! - He shouted Koki until then had not said word, it looked too angry. I do not think that all this anger has been out for Jin but that is my friend and knows how it hurts. Jin ignored him and continued to be reported.
- Johnny-san will soon announce to all fans, will be official in a longer
- Are you aware that many fans will abandon you, right? - I said coldly Ueda.
- Not really, my true fans will stay with me no matter what happens - I could not stand the stay habitacióny in that I rushed out in a fit of anger. If I stayed another second I was sure would cry right there and that was not what I wanted, I did not want to see me weak and vulnerable, would not give in taste Akanishi Jin.
ran through the halls to get out of there, I was getting tired of all this. I came to a park, that park where I stole my first kiss, never thought I would but I do love you so much. I hid behind some bushes and began to mourn bitterly.
- never promised you'd go on my side What happened to all those nice words that you said?, "Only you played me?, Do you think explain all this? - He asked nothing, as if talking to you. After a while I decided it was time to go back and face, his eyes swollen and red but that did not stop me to get up and go for you. Remained in the room as I thought, but to my surprise everyone was gone, you were alone. Walk quietly to you, you were so absorbed in your thoughts even noticed my presence - Are not you explain to me that this rant go? - Asked completely mad, you could tell just by seeing my face.
- Do I have to explain anything? Also Kamenashi is not a tantrum I said very seriously, I thought I had noticed - "Kamenashi" that puzzled me why he calls me well, not "Kazu" sweetly? - I owe you any explanation.
- What ... What happened to Jin? - I hurt your words
- Me? Nothing. What could have happened to me?
- Why all this suddenly?
- Suddenly? ... They were all aware of this Kamenashi - Again that word - I do not understand puzzling you so much - still sitting in the big chair of the dressing room, you had not moved or one centimeter. I walked to the door and then close it and return to you.
- No ... Do not go, Jin - I begged while shortening the distance between us, sitting on the couch next to you.
- I'll go anyway, I do not care what you say - Another stab in my heart.
- No ... - I said and sat on his legs, his chest began to play softly - please ... No.
- Give ... Let Kame - Were trying to get away from your body, but I do not allow it.
- No ... Tell me you will not go - I said as I stole a kiss
- Let ... - whispered
- I can not let go - I opened my legs and sat more comfortably on their own - Never let you go ... Jin - pronounced sensually its name - will comply with your promise - I kissed him again but this time with more passion, he unthinkingly me corresponded. I started down his neck, chest, abdomen, leaving a trickle of saliva he went, arriving at his crotch surprised to see me just as excited as me.
- Stop De ... Yes?
- Are you aware that your lips tell me no ... but your body is asking me more? - Groaned at the touch of my hands to his crotch, I started to pull down his pants while massaging his member, he only groaned.
- No ... Do not do this ... Kazu ... Do not torture me ... and aah - His pants ended up on the floor as his pants, took his penis in my hands and began to massage it, then insert it into my mouth, licking, sucking and kissing each corner. His hand rested on my head imposing the rhythm - Aahhh ... Kazuu - He spoke in hoarse moans, those were increasing so that told me everything was fine, I put my fingers into his mouth with difficulty and I had the lick . I dared to stimulate their entry - No.. Ahh .. there not Kazuu ahhh no - groaned louder, was reaching the climax. I pushed my finger in your post but on entering the second, Jin ran Masy not stand in my mouth, leaving all his heart into it - I ... Sorry ... Kazu ... - I swallowed a little, leaving a also the rest in my mouth, I wanted to try it so I kissed him. Giving a taste of their own seed - My turtle has become more naughty ...
- I had someone who taught me - I said looking pervertedly, pulled the fingers he had inside
- This ... can not be, Kazu - said trying to calm his breathing
- What? - I got up from between her legs looking into his eyes, he was serious - but ...
- No buts ... I'll go and as I said ... It is final, can not do anything to change that
- "At least I can give you a decent farewell? - I said sitting naked in his lap, I was still dressed.
- Farewell? ... More? - I found him looking tired but knew I would give him no respite at the time so I drew closer to Ely kissed me anxious - But you're aware this is a farewell between us, right? - Not even told him I did not want to accept it yet so I kissed him lustfully.
- All I know is dying to have you inside me, Jin - I said, whispering in his ear and biting the tip of it.
- How exciting does that sound Gad! ... It bothers me so many clothes you - I lay down on that chair where he sat before and started kissing me wildly as I stripped all my clothes, until they are completely naked before him - That yes ... Much better, right? - I looked lustfully, this game was about to begin. I was sure that the next day I regret all this but now I'm enjoying the most of every one of the sensations, after all ... It is the farewell.
- Could you do me a favor?
- What? - Jin asked, before starting to kiss my chest sucking and licking those pink buttons that were in it.
- let me ever - I groaned
- At your service my turtle - was moving slowly over my body, leaving a trail of kisses wherever he went, when he looked at me my privacy eager to lick it before. His tongue played with my cock like a sweet, all the thoughts that had hitherto were clouded by the work of Jin. I felt as I was introduced one by one his fingers inside me, every time I was producing a greater pleasure - Are you ready, Kazu? ... I can not help more, my life.
- Do it quickly - I ordered. And he did, rushed into me and stopped. I screamed like never before had done in my life, the pain was so unbearable that burned like the desire that caused me - Move Jin - I said when I was starting to get used to, he only obeyed me a. The atmosphere in that place was hot. Jin began to move, first slowly but then more quickly, which caused me a mixture of pain and pleasure. Within minutes I could feel no pain only pleasure, the pleasure that Jin gave me was gorgeous - More ahh ... More Jin ... aahhhh - I said between moans, his thrusts were becoming faster and stronger, I would say to wild but liked what he was doing. Her hands clutched tightly to my hips to make contact and reach deeper to the end - I can not ... ... Máaas ahhhh - I said, reaching a climax like him.
- Gra ... Thanks ... Kazuya - I looked tenderly without leaving me even before I open it. I did not want released, would not let go - I ... Sorry ...
- Te Amo ... ... ... Jin - I confessed even agitated, but received no response from you only wheezing which was not enough for me . I looked injured but did not set his eyes on me but on the wall, let me quickly rose from her chair - What happened? - Asked worried, but did not answer and began to dress - Jin?
- as soon as I leave this place, this country ... I never see again volverása Kazu - He turned to watch me, I remained in the place where he had left me, I was completely confused. When finished dressing quickly walked to the door and delivered - this ... I should never let it happen, but it's stronger than me ... Someday you will understand why I'm leaving I hope that day not too late ... Goodbye, Kamenashi Kazuya.
- What? - I whispered weakly, did not understand his words.
End Flash back
That was the last time I saw it but there's been months now that I remember the aroma and essence. I miss you more than anything in this world, never loved me, right?. Without realizing it stained my shirt and the couch with beer.
- Shit ... - I got up and went to get a cloth kitchen. I moved the chair from its place to clean and strangely found a note - Where did appear? ... Is it possible that I may have accidentally fallen? - I opened it and was surprised by the content.
"Sorry to leave without explanation and Kazu but that's what I do, I have no other choice. Johnny-san made me very hard, that's my reason to go to KAT-TUN. He said to go back to the United States without any justification would be bizarre, so I took the KAT-TUN and forced me to say it was because I wanted to succeed and be famous in USA. The truth I want to be with you but now I can not, could put at risk to yourself and your career, everything you've achieved so far and I will not go through that. I mean you no harm, I do not want to be a mistake in your life. Please do not hate me.
I hope you read this ... Do not be too late to apologize.
Loves With All Your Self
Akanishi Jin "
- Q-What? ... - Did not understand anything. I saw the date of the note and was the same day in which it was - So Jin ... I never lied ... Can that be possible? - Sincere tears fell from my eyes, I stopped everything I was doing and took my phone to call. But no one answered, she sent me to voice mail - may be busy ... - I decided to send a text message, waiting to receive him.
"Just today I read the note you left, I found thanks to an oversight I had. Know that I forgive you, come soon, yes?. Find the excuse it but you see, I see you and you next to me soon. I Love You
Jin. Kazuya Kamenashi
"
End
I forgot that I was a FanFic Akame? hahaha. Well, I said I loved this couple, w; .. Poor Jin ;--;.. Hahaha hope things go as I wrote. Bye Bye
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